Mixture

Im a happy girl today. On the way to school, I crossed the street, a guy sitting alone at the busstop caught my attention. How can he not, he was secretly waiting for me to send me to school. Thanks Love.

Weekends went great. Friday night at Game haven with the E36L girls to celebrate yawn's birthday was awesome. Had the time of our lifes rocking the Wii controller. let's do it again GIRLS!:D Saturday was work followed by an impromptu outing to east coast and with family and supper later at night. It was well spent because it has been a while. Sunday was another slacky sunday at work. Noone bought tickets for Uninvited at the 11am show so i ahd the chance to watch it with the operator and the manager. the storyline was not bad i thought.



Modules have been hard on me. Its a huge impact when people around you expect alot from you. Facis are putting very high expectations on us. ohwell. And UT coming really soon, OMG!


Was there times where you're all alone and just dont know what to do but you just had to make a decision? And when you tell that person your decision which you convinced yourself to be right, he/she doesnt accept your decision. It was difficult enough for you to made up your mind to that decision and now, that person can easily hate you for making that decision? Have you ever? And even if he/she so called accept your decision, it wasnt with a willing heart. It was just for the sake of it and whenever you talk to that person, you can feel the grudges he/she was holding onto you. It sucks. The worst part would be when that person denys it when it crystal clear that person was giving you a cold shoulder and claiming not to. I just thought you would understood me but it seems not.

Maybe im at fault. Maybe i dont know how to appreciate everything around me. Maybe Dad was right bout me taking things for granted. I do. And i always deny it. Am i just running away?