Hello, here's a random picture for you guys. Haha. As i was rotting th whole of yesterday, i decided to doodle. I tried drawing random things which im embarassed to actually show anyone cause im loosing my touch on art obviously. OMG.

Anyway! Sunday to sentosa for Azzrul's sister's birthday bash was awesome. Since azzrul got madrasah in th morning, we made a move to sentosa a bit later than th rest. So much of me wanting to be a good girlfriend and fetch my sayang from home, i'm the one who's late. -________-.

We werent there with them for long but i can see they're sucha a great bunch to hang out with. Its a pity there weren't much pictures for the day. Even if there were, here's some bad quality pictures from my -_____- phone.

Its Tuesday today!

First day at work was pretty alright although at first i thought it was not gonna be. Its pretty fun actually. Well, maybe thats because its just four hours of training. Uhm, today was satisfactory. I finally get what i've been searching for. ^^



Mum's nagging me to sleep right now, since im fetching brother from the airport at 3am cause his flight's at 4am. AHHHHHH! I MISS HIM HELL LOTS! He called home yesterday! HAHA, he was complaining about how other people were reducing his supply of cigarettes.
And i got work again tomorrow. Mum claims i need to rest and i agree with her, just that i cant bear to part with my darling lappy.



Im anticipating for breakfast with sweetheart on thursday. I'm gonna be a good girlfriend and send him to school since im having my term break. For real this time. I hope so.
And for saturday! Only hoping that i can go out.



Okay okay, mum's nagging! I gotta force myself to sleeeeeeeeeep.


Take care people!
Thanks for reading my boring blog. Appreciated.

My friday morning was awesome. How can it not be not when i had cheese scrambled egg, toast and hot milo while watching a movie in bed when everyone else is in school? HEH.

I couldnt get my ass off th bed this morning. I snoozed my alarm a couple of times and i texted sweetheart whining about how lazy i was to go to school. And he immediately called me. He managed to persuade me to go to school. Well, almost. Cause after i took a bath, i was staring at my wadrobe figuring out what to wear. Then i head to bed, stared at my phone, texted seri and fwat for their Os. And the weather wasn't helping at all. It was just right to have a deep beauty sleep. So i dozed off awhile, and mum's nagging woke me up. Cause i've been in the room for too long. I then texted darling Raudah asking her if she wanna skip and watch High School Musical with me. HEHE. But she got other plans. So, i guess i was stucked at home. I watched a couple of movies and went back to sleep.

Headed causeway to meet Monghan to pass her her charger that she left yesterday. Met seri at cck and yeah that was it.

Ohhh i bumped into darling Raudah at causeway point earlier. I cant wait to watch high school musical with you. Let's force them to it. Winks!

I miss brother.

I miss my baby.

Here's 4Int Raya pictures;

There's heaps of them just that im lazy to upload. Pardon me. Hehe.

First house : Ifwat's.

Harfany's

Leila's

Maisurah's

Its great to meet them after a long time. Th jokes that we shared that we never outdated. There's still much laughter. They're sucha a wonderful bunch. A pity that Afiqah, Aizzul and Amirul were missing. 4Integrity rocks!

Hear from you guys soon.

Started my day with shouting from Dad, tears to school and the temperature taking exercise wasnt helping at all. Had to enter the school by the long way. Pissed.

Its bloody unreasonable. Its just not fair. Its just plain ridiculous. Okay maybe it was partly my fault but i dont deserve this.
Im bloody grounded. For a 17-year-old? Its hell pathetic.
I wish Brother was here. If he was, he would help me out, he would console me. I miss him bad.:(

Th whole day was super draggggy. Extra draggy now that i had no mood at all. I didnt understand a thing today's topic resulting me struggling to complete my RJ. Ugh. My friends thought i was sick, they said my face was pale. Sigh.
Lucky i had the whole of That 70 show series 3 to entertain me in class.

Met Ifwat after school to get th raya pictures. That guy changed his phone to HTC touch pro. Freaking jealous.

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Whenever i hear those RZX on th road, i realised how much i miss my brother. I wonder how's he's doing there. He have not called home since.

We used to be very close few years back. Although we've been busy and not as close ever since he entered national service where he just get to go back during weekends, he's still close to my heart. Even after days not seeing each other, we'll get on track th moment we meet. I can feel he really cared.

I miss him. :(

Hello!

Hello beloved readers.:D
I dont exactly know what to blog about actually.

Its friday evening, suprisingly with no plans, here i am in tank top and shorts blogging on sis's queen size bed, having my dinner and entertained by Step up 2.

Life's been alright these days. Let's not start to brag about school. On a lighter note, somehow, im constantly motivated. Be it by someone close to me or just another stranger. Recently, i met a web developer, Hazrul Azhar. We managed to spark a conversation when i gave his house a visit for raya. Although we barely know each other, even how we are related, i did felt motivated after talking to him. There are so much i've yet to know about the design world. Im indeed threatened by his knowledge and experience. After viewing his portfolio, im motivated to start on my own. I did received some advice form him which i truly appreciated. Oh, he was on the news today. http://cyberita.asia1.com.sg/singapura/story/0,3617,128851,00.html. Interesting isnt?

Other than him, i attendeed DNM meeting just now. Our diploma chairman inform us more about our course and the need to prepare our portfolio. I realised, i cannot be dependent on the school to start on my own portfolio. Let's get into the comfort zone.

And not forgetting my sweetheart. He's always been motivating me. Despite hearing all the complaints i made, he's still there to hear the same complaints and kept pushing me. We had a bet and i'm not gonna let you win! Bluek!

Anyway! I was chatting with my cousin and she was asking me if im coming to Australia end of this year and she goes, "Oh Linda and me wanted to commit suicide when we heard you werent."

HAHA.
Awwhhh, I miss them so much. I miss th bubbly Nadia. I remember how he would pronounce Azzrul's name. With her slang trying to make it right. How we would talk about stuffs. How he would just fart randomly. I miss how i would stay up to talk to Aunt about anything, almost everything. I can be more open-minded when i talk to her. They're sucha a wonderful bunch. They're always close to my heart. She say she's gonna buy me clothes and pass it to my family so they could bring it here! I cant wait for sure.

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

Thursday!

I love my thursday. Cos i get to spend the whole day with sweetheart. So, he was supposed to send me to school but apparently someone just cant get out of bed. So met him at 10 instead, that is during my break. Had prata for breakfast in my school. Then brought him around my pathetic school. Lol. And i was persuading him to let me skip school bec maths was killing me, i swear. Hehe. So at 12, skipped class and met him again!:D Randomly headed to AMK hub for a movie! Catched Eagle eye. Was a pretty good movie i should say. Th storyline plus th cool effects. Didnt had any particular plans after that, so we decided to hang out at Macs.

And dear was obssesed with that wasabe shake fries. HAH.

We're lovin' it!:D

I was reluctant to go home. So, we had a random idea to play sparkles. Called down Ariff and iffah down. Went Fushan and started lighting th sparkles up. Apparently the four packets i bought wasnt enough. So baby bought some more. Of course, th kids love his company cos he will entertain their crap. See? I can say im not a good sister.

Friday!

School was abit draggy but pretty alright. Didnt had plans in particular after school. And since The Switched Out was nearby, they decided to visit my house. Dad didnt notice Dear at first. But he was excited to see him. Im glad they can "click". Hehe.

My Saturday

was rather boring even considering the fact that i went to 11 houses along with 5 other families for raya. It was toturing, letting th time pass. Okay maybe i had a little fun with nephew, catching up with cousins and the kittens that were around at some houses. Other than that, was plain boredom. Whatssup with my mum's side? They'll go around, boosting about each other's children's education. And i can see that 3rd Uncle was looking down at me just because i went poly considering th fact that almost all his other niece/nephews went JC. Okay lets not talk about them. He hate the fact that i chose poly instead when both my elder borther and sister got into JC. But then again, what could i possibly do right? Its gonna be pointless.

Sunday!
Sent brother off to Australia. He had this Army exercise thingy. For freaking 25 days for god sake! I wont see him till the end of this month. :(

Everyone was controlling their tears. My eyes were watering seeing his face when he embraced my mum. I was stopping myself from tearing. I love my brother.

And th kids too!

Oh well, thats how my weeek went.

Take care!