Friendster Horoscope
Don't let a fantastic new beginning cause a valued old friendship to come to an end.

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This fantastic new beginning you've got going on in your life is wonderful and all, but could it be distracting you from the tried-and-true pals who were such a big part of your past? If you've had to break plans with them recently, it could have left them feeling a bit taken for granted. Check in with your dearest friends today. Send a group email. Find the next date when everyone can get together to catch up and hang out. Show them that they still matter to you!

30July

I feel like a princess today. So protected. Cos someone send me to tuition and fetch me from tuition.:D Huhu. School's still a bitch. Anticipating for holidays!

Dear passerby,
Thanks for the remarks, although it was certainly unnecessary. Just that, its a pity that i dont need any of it from you, rly. You can save it. Why do you freaking care anyway. Im indeed suprised that you're rather observant. You're sucha a nag man. Even my Mum didnt say anything about it. Even if she does, she has the freaking right. My boyf dont even mind. Now, what makes you think that you have the freaking right?

You dont even know me to actually give such a remark.
What? You think i would be affected by it? Fat hope. I dont live to please people like you.
Have you EVER thought of getting yourself a life. Cos you really need one, you know.



Ohmygod, i dont even know why i bother to blog about you. Nah, thats alright. You desperately NEED the attention. Here you go! Cheers!:D











I MISS MAISURAH. Dude, there's heaps i wanna tell you! I'll call you tonight? Hehe. :D

This weekend was a fast one.

I didnt even feel is pass. Had work on Saturday. Met up with sayang for lunch and then catched Dark Night with bro after work. Oh, and Hisham came with cake and pizza to celebrate Siti's birthday. Unexpected. Anyway, Dark Night was interesting yet confusing at cetain parts.

Sunday.
Came down to Yew Tee cc to support Switched Out. I cheered and people started to stare. Hah.

Swicthed Out, dont get dishearted guys. Since its your very first, its a good experience. And whats important, you guys had fun didnt you? It doesnt end here man. I wanna see more of you guys! :D Im having fun being your photographer. A pretty bad one though.

Having the captain's ball competition later. haha.


I cant wait for holidays! Im still deciding whether to go cherating with sis and friends or not.
And chalets and outings awaits.. How can i not anticipate for holidays then? Although its 3 pathetic weeks. Unlike boyf's, which is like what, 8 weeks? Its not fair.

Its not fair that i tried to stay away from her just because i wanna get away from you. Its not fair that i stopped talking to her since she's close to you. And its not fair that she started to scold me because of you. She never scold me for some time. And she never scold me the way she did yesterday. Yes, it was my fault. But its all because of you. She wouldnt if it werent because of you. I hate blogging about you. I cant seem to ignore either.

I love sis.

School's a bitch. I shall end it that way.

Tuesday;

the day we wore our class t-shirt. Very jiwa. Hah.

W25H's THE BEST!

I felt lethargic today in school. I dont wanna stay at home either.


Life's has been alright for me. Just that sometimes im not myself when im at home. I feel suffocated. Im always contented when sis/bro is at home. But during weekdays, Sis and Abang's always not around. I can just anticipate to tonight. Im having late dinner outside with them.

What does it take for you to stop? Isnt it enough? Isnt Abang's silent treatment towards you already enough for you to stop? So what does it take? So what does it take for you to stop hurting others, us?

Its not fair. Its confusing. Just what do you want? Do you even deserve it after what have you done? And you, whats with you siding him? Why are you being his shadow? What, you're giving in?

I got nothing to say. Even if i freaking do, do i have the justice to actually speak up for once?



Leave it hang.

I know this is a very late post about how i spent my last weekend. Hah, and its not exciting anymore. A very detailed post about it @ Azzrul's blog.

See how lazy i am. gahhh.

19 July.
The day Sweetheart turned 17.


Asked him out to Sentosa. He was clueless to what i have prepared for him. So met him and headed to Sentosa. Grabbed a bite and took the monorail to beach station. It started raining and i got panick. Plan B wasnt as great as A. Heh. Lead him to the tower, the highest. Waited for Switched Out gang to text me hinting to lead him down. So, when i got their text, i held Azzrul's hand, leading him down. On the second floor of that tower, there was The Switched Out members - Afiq, Rauf, Rasyid and Farhan - singing a birthday song while holding on to a power ranger decorated cake. Cute isnt it?

Azzrul's face was priceless la. Hah, he was kept covering his face. The fact that he still cannot believe it.

So, about two weeks before, i planned it with Afiq and the rest. And the previous night, i stayed over at Maisurah's house to make my paper heart, but eventually i got distracted. Right Mai?
And finally, suprise! haha.


So, here you go!

The Birthday Boy,

Weekends had ALWAYS been great!:D


Tagged along Switched Out for their jamming session.:) Thanks guys.

And i love the song - Waited by Inked out

Favourite!

Switched Out!

Friday.

Kent ridge park on Friday night with sis and bro was awesome. Camera is loved. :)
Was trying to take different kinds of pictures. I wish i was better at it.
Had our 1am supper @ bedok. And headed home.

I know this is a super late post but oh well, here you go!














Have you ever wish that you could rewind the time of your life and mend your mistakes? Have you ever felt that you can re-do whatever mistakes you do and make it up to it?
Well, i do.

I regret doing that to you. i regret making you feel that way. Cos, i never ever mean to do that. I never expect it will lead to that such extent that you was disturbed by it.



This week had been like a roller coaster ride.

Monday.
I was still upset aboout some things. I was going to school when a guy was walking rly close behind. I felt uncomfortable and i turned. Guess who?
Haha, it was dearest Azzrul. I was clueless that he was going to be there. He and his surprises. He sent me to school.:D Thanks for cheering me up early in th morning!:D
And he was complaining how he will be embarassed since he will be walking back to causeway when all the students are all walking towards RP.

The rest of th weekdays had been just alright. Maybe except th fact that school's a bitch. Feeling shagged like evry single day due to nothing in particular.

Thursday.
Suprised baby in school today. We're supposed to meet, he invited me to NP for Suhaimi's silat performance. Later, Farah texted me. She wanted to give Suhaimi a suprise too. So okay, we decided to suprise them. I told Azzrul i dont wanna meet. Okay, maybe i pushed it. I didnt mean to.
Anyways, I was th second to present, so i skipped th other three presentations which i think im pretty glad i did. Met Farah and head to NP. Azzrul was waiting at th bustop. I was hiding behind Farah. HAHA.
So when i see him, he told me he was sad when i say i dont wanna meet him and stuffs.
Hey, i rly didnt mean to hurt you baby. Thats th last thing i ever wanna do. Although i make it up to yoou, i know it was nothing compared to what i did to you.

And DSLR is loved!

Sunday.

I was anticipating to Sunday. I was telling boyf how excited i was. Rushed home from work cos i was late. I saw this Macbook laid on th table @ th corner we always slack. I walked pass it and thought, "Who th hell would leave a Macbook there?" Despite that thought, i continued walking pass it without taking notice what was on th screen. I thought it was a wallpaper. I continued walking and rushed home. Heeee, and then someone called. It was Maisurah saying she was outside my house. And i was like "What are you guys doing outside. And, was that Macbook yours?" She then said she was alone. Even then i didnt believe her. Cos, part of me was still hoping you to be there. But perhaps i was hoping a lil too much? And she came in with th cake and present. Oh not forgetting th Macbook. And there was a little note saying "Press th spacebar"



How stupid am i not to notice that when im supposed to?
So th video was about us.
So, we end up eating th cake while watching DVDs.
It was pretty well-spent.
Sunday, I love you.


Thanks Maisurah. Like i already said, you dont have to feel bad. It is rly okay, i swear. Im already touched with th sweetest video. And and very much suprised by th cake. And its more touching to know that you still continued with th plan by yourself despite any unexpected situations. You're willing to be there, to spare time, effort and money just to spend and celebrate with me. Despite th fact knowing whether i need you or not. But of course, i DO. Your presence is more than enough to keep me contented. I dont need anything else. I just need you to be there. And you did. So, stop feeling bad. Cos you dont need to. I'm just sorry i didnt control my emotions and actually teared on this occasion. I know i shouldnt. You're th best i've ever had. I enjoyed spending my Sunday with you.

So yesterday, skipped class cos alot skipped too.
Its just 12/25 attended class.

Woke up, got ready and even packed my lunch.

And then i lie on my bed on still deciding on to go or not. I remebered it was 845 and am still deciding. Hah. Then Mum says no need to go.

So yeah end up not going.
So texted Joshua and co cos they're going bowling and movie. But it took them ages till they replied. Was having their beauty sleep. LOL.

So Rozaime then replied and say that they're gonna bowl and go for a movie at marina square. But it was too late then cos i found out that granddad was hospitalised. So, i had to take care of th kids while my parents was at hospital. Its a good thing i didnt attend school then:)

Was supposed to have tuition in th evening but skipped it. OMG, so slack.
I think i wanna quit soon.

Anyone who know someone who want tuition can let me know? Primary school - Mathematics.
Prefer not primary 6, please. Pressure.

LALALALALA, im bored of this skin. I tend to get bored of things easily, i dont know why.

So on Monday.

Had dinner with family and aunt uncle.

Was asked to make myself free since we're gonna have family dinner with aunt and uncle and its gonna be th last since they're flying off on tuesday. Also, at th same time, celebrating Dad's birthday.

Coincidencely, azzrul wanted to meet up since he decided to skip soccer. So, asked him along to th dinner. Met him and we headed to Yishun Sakura.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! He passed me my bday present. I didnt saw that coming. I love it man! THANK YOU , AGAIN!

Dinner was fun. Th kids were well-entertained by their "Abang Azzrul". Hah!

And then cake-cutting session. You know how Dad complains how he doesnt get a cake for himself every year cos he always had to celebrate it with me cos our birthday are not far apart. And we're th same star. So i was like, okay you can have th cake all to yourself this year then. Dad, being touched by th so called "suprise" asked me to cut th cake with him.

So yeah, it was a double celebration.

So after dinner, headed home. Sharif, Azzrul and me had to squeeze at th back seat. Hah. Wanted to ride back with bro and sis but Mum asked us to squeeze in. LOL.
So just hang around at my place. So at first we were sitting chatting with th adults. And then Mum figured out we might not be comfortable, so we went to th entertainment room instead with th kids. Mum, you're th best!:D
Heee, watched Spongebob. Iffah kept saying "Awwwh so sweet" when she see us esp when azzrul feed me with th chips. Cute la she. oh, and she became our photographer. Huhu.

He insisted having my bantal busuk.

Since Dad worked night shift, he sent Azzrul home. Azzrul was planning how to wish him Happy birthday and stuffs. HAHHAAHAA.



Tuesday.
Followed jamming with the Switched Out.
I love their Letting go. Azzrul love it too although th song doent suit us at all. hee.

After that, searched for Azzrul's lil brother's birthday present. Heee, we bought him a cap.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I WANT THAT BAG AND THAT CAP!

Oh, did i mention? I wanna get myself a puma watch for my birthday present. Well, late birthday present. I'll wrapped it up and stuffs. LOL, no im kidding. I know its pretty lame and insane but i just feel like doing it. Heee, its not everyday you pamper yourself you know..

You reckon?

Dad got this from Aunt for his birthday. So cute right?

Weekends!
28 JUNE

Aunt and uncle was here. So, we had no idea where to bring them. So brought them to little India. Uncle dont really like indian cuisine. We brought him there to try out anyway. We had masalah and we bought him puri since its not spicy. So whenn th thing came, he was like : "Oh its looks like boobs." Cos its kinda bloated-looking. LOL!

After which we went pasir ris park. The adults chatted at th cafe, th kids and i were fooling around at th playground. I love swings!
Ohh there was a beach wedding. I want beach wedding! Hah.

Then, we went Siam Kitchen for dinner. And headed back home.

29 JUNE

Headed to Bik Ja's hotel. Hah, had a swim there. Its been ages. Huhu. Then just slacked at her room, watched Ugly Betty. And head for dinner at Seoul Garden at Taka. Walked there since its near. Seoul garden wasnt to uncle's taste. He ended up eating fish and chips. He took th fish and chips. Huhu.

Oh, and i realise how much i love prawns. I told azzrul this and exaggerates. I said something like ; My love for prawns is more than my love for you, sweetheart. Okay, diam sia sharina.

And walked back to bik ja's hotel. And jeng jeng jeng, another series of Ugly Betty marathon!

Okay till here, take care readers!:D

26JUNE
Its our 7th, baby!


Oh! Wanted was out on 26june. So classmates and i catched it after school. Rozaime, Joshua, Alex and i went Causeway to buy th tickets during our first breakout at 10am. We rather buy th tickets than eat our breakfast. Thats how kanchiong we were. Cause we were afraid we're not gonna get it for th whole 9 of us after school and lucky we did. We got the whole row of seats.
OMG! Its a rly good movie i reckon. Th cool cool moves.

She's so hot!

After that, met Sweetheart. Starbucks was on him. Cheers!
I love you.